In orchestra (or band), sitting in first chair is the best. I’ve sat fourth chair two years in a row. But this year I got beat by a
kind of unapproachable, third-year player who stole one of my friends nice girl. I was super disappointed. And I don’t even want to go to orchestra anymore.
But I’m trying to make the most of it, trying to not care that much (even though i can’t help but complain), and trying not to eating my feelings.
Phew, the world’s not gonna end.